It's getting close to certain anniversaries. Ones I don't want to think about.

[ So no, it wasn't anything about their bond. Or maybe it was, but more of a want to know that Nanami was there, was going to stay there - unlike certain people, who left and then died. This is entirely ignoring the fact Gojou himself was the one to kill him. ]

So, I drink instead.

[ Then he can ignore the fact that it was all his doing. It had been a necessity to take, but still. ]